

I Swear It's Not About You
Poetry
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Everything in your life isn't going the way you expect.
Everyone is starting to see the puzzles pieces don't fit together and there never did.
In the first place your life isn’t so picture perfect after all But then whose life is?
Everything is falling apart You're on the floor desperately picking up the pieces, which will never fit.
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